Matonus10

So it's a miracle what around and hour of web searches can do. I'm pretty sure I'm a transgenderist. Basically a transgenderist usually lives as a member of the opposite sex full or part time and likes keeping their original set of genitals meaning they probably won't get surgery any time soon. Also some transgenderists might have autogynophilia. I think that sounds about right for how I feel about all this. Now I can get to work on improving my life the way I want. But where to start...

Sorry for the lack of updates everyone. Been busy as of late. Work and all that. I'll be honest...not much has really changed with me since my last journal thingy. I'm still not entirely sure what I want to be and I'm ok with that I guess. I'll admit I'm a little lazy so having to go through therapy for stuff....well I'd rather not be bothered until I have time you know? I mean...it's a my life, my time sort of thing right? And well....I kinda....don't want to deal with the stress that might come if I do figure this out. But it'll happen when it happens and I'll deal with it when it does whether I like it or not. In other news I decided that

OK so.....recently I've gone through plenty of things. Figuring out my sexuality....getting a boyfriend, me and my girlfriend kinda split, and now I'm going to this college thing that is gonna help me get my life on the right track. I'm in my last three weeks of my Life Skill course and after that I'm going to be going back to this college thing for training in Materials Handling. That isn't my problem though and I might explain that in more detail later. My current problem right now is...figuring out what gender I want to identify myself as. Granted I've always been interested in Transformation and Transgender stuff, heck look at my favorit